On this sunny day, I can't resist coming into this post a bit more chipper than I intended when I was thinking about what to write. Originally, it was going to be a bit on the somber side, but I will now attempt a bit of a lilt in what I type to parallel the nice day.
Kenny and I have been immersing ourselves in so much marriage/relationship talk, it's nauseating. What with our "marriage homework" from Ryan Church and homework from our Life Together class, we've hardly talked about the wedding, let alone spent any time simply having a relationship.
Want to cuddle and watch a movie? TOO BAD. Must....discuss....love expectations...*sob*
Don't get me wrong- it's all good stuff and beneficial in its own right, but it's time consuming. Coupled with everything else we have going on, alone time to just spend time together, without an agenda, is nil. Plus, I am itchy enough about being married already without talking about things which can't be applied until WE'RE MARRIED. "I do" already!
Am I ready to have a wedding yet, on the other hand? Of course not. HA- that's a totally different thing. :)
I knew May would be a tricky month, falling somewhere in between big decisions being made and the summer wedding season (and other big decisions) commencing. It's a lag month and, boy, am I lagging. I am at the edge of the diving board, ready to jump in, but have to wait for the pool to fill up. With a garden hose.
Patience has never been a strong suit. :)
You are right ....patience is not your strong "suit" but it beats getting the ugly bathing suit :-) and, the week-end looks bright!!
ReplyDeleteHave you ever seen that Shel Silverstein poem... I think it's called Diving Board... that is the perfect image for this post. - Ambs
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