anticlimactic

I didn't reach her.  I left a voicemail. 
I feel like I am in limbo- kinda relieved to have made the decision, but it's not a complete decision because the other party who must receive said decision has not.  Not officially anyway.  Hmmm...this reminds me of freshman year of high school. You know, gearing yourself all up for calling that "special someone" who makes your foot tap in French class and when you FINALLY get yourself pumped to do it (usually after much incomplete dialing and with a final "screw it- he would be lucky to date me" or something similarly sassy, dripping with faux confidence)....and then they don't answer. 

Darn.
Well, as far as I'm concerned, we made a decision and that's worth a lot.
Let's just pray she hasn't booked the date in the last week and half and that she is equally thrilled to photograph our wedding.  And why wouldn't she be? It's gonna be the bomb.
Screw it- she'd be lucky to photograph us.