He loves me, he loves me knot...

Now, I don't know who is still reading this anymore.  To those possibly out there- love you, too!  If I am yelling out into an abyss, then that's okay, too.  It's cathartic for me and I can't really blame anyone who can't rely on my inconsitency in posting.  *bashful shrug*

Had to get that little address out of the way.
What have I been up to, wedding-wise? Well, bridesmaid's dresses are chosen (almost ordered).  Ring has been CHOSEN and I am SUPER excited about that.  I never thought I would react so strongly when I knew it was the right one, but I can't get it out of my head and am bursting to have Kenny see it even though it hasn't even been created yet.
On to FLOWERS!  unenthusiastic yaaaaaaay.  I have been putting that off for a-while now and couldn't even tell you why.  Well, that's not true.  I just don't know anything about flowers and really don't know what I'm getting myself into.  My mind kinda goes blank...but that's why you're here, right? To pray for me and my time with the first florist on Monday? Thanks!
As I'm jumping back into wedding stuff in general, pray that I don't lose my mind.  I think that's why I took a little "break" for a couple of weeks back- my brain needed a time away from the lists.  Yes, it feels good to cross things off and I'm DYING to actually reach the wedding date, but the lists get overwhelming.
Oh- and wedding season is starting next weekend.  I. can. Do. this.